Life is hard
Do you ever feel lonely, feel sad and like no one care about your feeling? You have family, you have boyfriend or girlfriend but seems like you don't have, You ever feel like that? Yah, i ever feel like that. And sometimes they are like my friend. I am so familiar with that feeling. Why? I don't know. But God always pushing me with so many trouble. Iam sorry Lord, sorry if my act like a daughter who not know to thanked You. I always try to be strong, I never show my true feeling to anyone, But sometimes i realized, Iam not a superwoman. Iam still me, yah me... Last night, suddenly i got this feeling again. My mom crying a lot again coz she is missed my brother. Yahhhh, almost 4 years and she never stop thingking about Him. And she is crying again, she is wanted him back. Like usual, I must be the strongest one. I have a job to make her not sad anymore, no matter what my conditition in that time. If I say something, she will call me a bad daughter. If I can c