Veli's Journal

I don't know what Iam feeling now... Suddenly Iam feel tired of my relationship. Iam sorry honey.. That's not mean I don't love you anymore.. But iam try to telling you what iam feeling now. Iam tired... Tired for being alone... yeaahhh..we have fight for so longggg time... Almost 3 years... But Iam tired for face this world alone. Do you know? Last night, Iam dreaming about another man. I don't know who is Him. But in that dream,,he hug me, give me a pure love, and he caring me. So beautiful and softly. Iam feel so happy in that dream. Wanna him beside me always.. But He is not you ... What's wrong with me hunny? I don't know... why not you? i feel falling in love again in that dream.. he is like a prince and iam the princess.  and iam thinking that dream this time. I can't tell you directly, so i write this at my blog. just need a simply love like in my dream. i need someone who can hug me when iam down,, i need someone who